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  “Both.” She kicked her shoes off, propelling them under the table but not before she managed to bounce one off his shin.

  “Make yourself at home, why don’t you? You may need to put those sexy shoes back on later.” He rubbed the area the shoe had hit. “Six of them because I believed I was in love with each of them, kind of.”

  “Kind of. I see.” Tasha reused his own throw away phrase but knew she saw very little and his arched brow seemed to suggest that he doubted her claim too.

  “Wife number one; we met at college and she became a nurse. She was pretty and funny and I fell head over heels. After two kids and six years we both realised we’d changed. We were more like roomies than anything else and needed different things.” He sipped some of the wine in his glass. “Wife number two was knocked up, so that was a bigger motivator than love.”

  She almost choked on her wine.

  He patted her back. “She miscarried after we married, but I did care for her. She wanted children, but it never happened again. That was more of a concern for her than the fact our marriage was falling apart around us.”

  “I’m sorry,” Tasha offered with genuine sympathy for his and her loss.

  A dismissive wave of the hand suggested he didn’t want or need her apology or sympathy. “Wife number three was an actress, well, I say actress… Pretty, but lacking in talent, as a real actress anyway.” His tone and expression suggested genuine distaste and remorse at that marriage.

  Tasha looked confused. “Real actress?”

  “Yeah. She auditioned for parts before we married. She got a couple of commercials but no more. I refused to let her use my studio or contacts to further her career which I think came as a surprise to her. I would never have expected her to be cast in a part just because she was my wife. I encouraged her, supported her to go back to school, to take acting lessons if that’s what she wanted. She didn’t. She seemed a little lacklustre in terms of ambition and drive, which I’m sure I don’t need to tell you is totally necessary for an actress. So, she settled for spending my cash and enjoying lots of lunches with friends.”

  The last word left her in no doubt that her idea of friends and his were very different. Tasha resisted the temptation to offer her sympathy or condolences and he continued.

  “Things went downhill pretty quick. We divorced and she rediscovered her desire to act and ended up in the porn industry and whilst I have no moral objection to porn, it’s not something I’d want for my wife. I’m still not entirely sure how I didn’t see that coming, but we managed a year.”

  Tasha laughed at his perplexed expression. “Number four?”

  “Ooh number four. You’ll like this one I’m sure. She was a very beautiful and smart accountant for another studio. We hit it off straight away, but she wouldn’t let me touch her beyond kissing and making out. It was like being fourteen again, so I married her within a month in order to get her into bed.”

  Tasha stared at him wide-eyed, amazed and slightly disbelievingly before her lips curled into a smile that he’d married her so soon simply to have sex with her. “Really? Was she a virgin?”

  “No, she was not a virgin and it’s not funny. She was the worst lay I’ve ever had and the most expensive. Less than a year there,” he said with a straight face, unlike Tasha who was laughing long and hard now.

  He laughed back, making her think he looked much younger than his years. Awareness and arousal was on the climb again with his eyes boring into her while her own gaze became fixed on his lips, she could have sworn they were moving closer, across the table, but then nothing. If anything, he settled back in his seat.

  “Divorce number four was already in sight before the ink had dried on the marriage certificate,” said Jim. “Wife number five, my secretary.”

  Tasha laughed, holding a succulent piece of steak on her fork. “Ah, the clichéd secretary. I expected better of you, James.”

  “Jim,” he corrected, watching her draw the pink meat into her mouth. “I know. Things become a cliché for a reason. Within six months of marrying her I realised she was a mistake. She started as fun and a distraction and as my secretary, assistant, she was brilliant.”

  “She was okay when she was just the secretary you were screwing, but not the wife?” Tasha spoke with a bluntness she didn’t recognise, but why? Was it his attitude to his failed marriages and ex-wives? The way he seemed to be able to reason the failings and dismiss the women and the relationships? She wanted to be able to confirm to herself that it was exactly that. That she was outraged by his sexist and disrespectful attitude, but she couldn’t because she knew the truth. She was jealous.

  “Miss Winters, I don’t know that I approve of that language from such a sweet and beautiful mouth.”

  She gulped down a large mouthful of wine, suddenly embarrassed again. Being chastened reminded her of their difference in their ages, especially when she was battling the green-eyed monster within.

  “And number six?” She aimed to sound as casual as she possibly could.

  “She was beautiful, had been very beautiful. A real lady, or she had been. She was a divorcee too, and a few years older than me. I was hoping maturity might work in our favour. It didn’t. Her first husband was a member at my golf club and Esther and I played a few rounds of golf together. We talked and laughed. Got along and that’s how number six happened.”

  He looked awkward and uncomfortable discussing this wife. He didn’t dismiss her in quite the same way he had most of the others with the exception of the mother of his children.

  “And divorce number six?”

  “No divorce. She died.”

  His eyes darkened. Tasha felt guilty, worse than that, but was grateful that she hadn’t made a jokey comment about them playing a round which had been in her head when he’d mentioned them playing golf together.

  “Sorry, I didn’t know, sorry.”

  “It’s okay. We were married for a year and a half, but had already separated before her death.” He smiled again now, allowing Tasha to relax a little. “It was an odd situation because I had chosen someone with lots of common interests, mutual friends and someone older and still it failed.”

  “Are you on the lookout for number seven?” Her mouth was agape at her own question, clueless as to why she had thought it, never mind asked it.

  Jim on the other hand grinned while amusement danced in his eyes. “Always looking, Tasha, always looking. But what about you?”

  “No husbands and a few boyfriends. One really significant one, Gerry, and one that could have been more, I think. Oh, and a real crazy guy I was saddled with for a while.” Her reply shocked her because of how easy she found it to talk to him with honesty.

  “So, significant, could have been more and the crazy guy? I bet there have been lots of dates and making out?” His gaze intensified as his voice turned almost husky.

  She was shocked that he would ask, suggest, imply what she had or hadn’t experienced, but nodded her confirmation anyway.

  “No broken engagements though?”

  She shook her head. “Gerry asked me to marry him and was weird after I said no. Stuff happened and the others just wouldn’t have worked.”

  “Guys don’t tend to ask unless they’re pretty sure of a yes so they do get weird if they get a no.” Jim smirked. “I’ve never had a no. Maybe I should have,” he mused then quickly switched back to focus on Tasha. “Why didn’t you marry him?”

  His genuine interest and dark intensity had her shuddering with arousal, trepidation and a little fear.

  “Because I don’t want to be married. I loved Gerry, still do in some ways, but I couldn’t give him marriage and things had happened. I’ve seen first-hand that marriage is complicated and messy and usually painful and whilst I appreciate your excuses for six failed marriages, it’s not always that simple, is it? Especially not when children are involved. I just don’t want to tread that path. Certainly not right now. Maybe one day, but I think I’ll only ever do it once,
so it will need to be right.”

  “I see. Very sensible, but maybe their loss could be my gain. Oh, everyone has at least one ex with issues to contend with. Wife number six, suicide.”

  She was unsure what to say to that revelation so moved her empty plate from in front of her as Jim did the same. Reaching across he began brushing a strand of hair off her face. Instinctively, she moved into his hand and allowed him to brush his thumb across her lips, slowly, gently, seductively and although she knew she should stop, pull back and retreat, she didn’t. She did the opposite. She closed her eyes and felt that this man could be seriously dangerous for her judging by the electric current she could feel passing between them. The intensity increased with every passing second.

  Suddenly, he stopped. “Are you familiar with the casting couch?”

  She frowned and all of her earlier doubts and self-warnings flooded back. “I suppose, does that still happen?”

  “How refreshingly naïve you are. But yes, sometimes I imagine. There are countless stories from back in the day of many beautiful actresses who got their studio deals that way and I always disapproved of it, in principal and reality. I view it as an unhealthy manipulation, bullying of sorts and certainly an abuse of power and position, but right now...” He breathed heavily and purposefully.

  “But right now?” Tasha ignored the alarm bells almost deafening her as she encouraged him to continue.

  “But right now I can see why those things happened. I can understand why those men made the offer of the chance to become the biggest, brightest, richest Hollywood star in exchange for whatever they wanted.”

  “Sex.” Tasha shook her head.

  “Excuse me?”

  “Sex. That’s what they wanted, wasn’t it? I guess some might have gone on to marry their starlet but essentially they wanted sex, to somehow prostitute the object of their desire.”

  Her voice was bitter and hard, she could hear it and Jim’s slightly startled expression seemed to suggest he’d heard it too.

  He shrugged, an expression of confusion spread across his face, but he couldn’t quite disagree with her because whilst her summing up might have been blunt and harsh, it was accurate.

  “And if the offer was made to you?” he asked and hastily added some clarification. “Not by me. I like to know that any woman who spends time with me is doing so because of me and not what I can do for her professionally.”

  She shook her head thinking that was the last thing she wanted, would ever want. To be made into a star at the cost of herself, not that the idea of being under him didn’t appeal because it appealed far more than she wanted to admit, even to herself, but not like that. She wasn’t currency.

  “I would turn down any such offer.”

  “Potentially the biggest break of your career?”

  “Yes. Strangely enough I like to earn jobs on my ability to perform, not screw.” She almost spat the words they were so terse. Anger followed that he potentially viewed her in that way. As nothing more than a piece of meat to be used at will. A commodity that could be bought and sold, yet she still couldn’t bring herself to get up and leave after telling him where to go with a slap across the face for good measure.

  They stared at each other, the atmosphere darkening and intensifying. She could still feel the electricity crackling between them like some kind of warning of just how badly she could get burned. What was she doing? She was toying with this very powerful man and enjoying every second of it. He was old enough to be her father and at twenty-one-years-old, she was out of her depth, way out of it.

  “I admire your integrity, honey, and I like you very much, but if you continue to use that word, screw, well I might have to stop you.”

  There was a definite undercurrent of a threat, but she wasn’t scared. In fact, she was sorely tempted to say it again, just to see what would happen. Yes, she was in big trouble.

  “Would you like dessert, more food?” There was a flirtatious glint in his eye as he spun the conversation on its head.

  She shook her head, unsure if she could string actual words together with all the thoughts in her head involving sex with Jim. A frown in return suggested she would need to speak.

  “No, thank you.”

  Smiling, he returned to their previous topic of conversation. “What if I decide I want to give you your big break? A contract too good to say no to, an exclusive one?” he asked.

  She shook her head once more. “A handcuffs deal?”

  “Oh, honey, I’d happily cuff you.”

  She ignored the final comment, aside from a smile, and returned her thoughts to his big break offer as he got to his feet and taking her hand led her back to the sofa with their glasses. He sat next to her, closer than earlier.

  “I would only accept if I earned it, with my ability to act.”

  He nodded. “I’ve already said that I admire your integrity, and I do. So, I won’t give you your big break. And I’m going to assume your rejection is confirmation that your reason for being here is me, just me.”

  She grinned at him, realising that the carrot he had been dangling had been some kind of rouse, maybe to see just what she was willing to give up in return for a break in Hollywood.

  “Your assumption would be correct,” she confirmed with a coyer smile. “I kind of have an offer of a movie anyway, with Jonathan Peters, but there are some funding issues.” She felt her triumphant expression reaffirmed that no matter how much she might need a Hollywood pay day, she wouldn’t take it at any cost.

  “I know. It was Jon that first mentioned your name to me and when the funding issues are resolved it will be made for my studio,” he said, trumping her triumphant expression.

  She laughed a little at her own naivety in thinking he wouldn’t know what work she had in the pipeline or who for.

  “How well do you know him?”

  “We roomed together in college and we were best buddies, still are. He’s one of the good guys. Your boyfriends, they were sexual partners, yes?”

  She nodded and wasn’t that shocked by the swift change in his questioning again as that seemed to be his way of doing things.

  “Shame. I would have liked to have been your first. To have broken you in.”

  Tasha, despite the fact that only a few seconds ago might have thought him being her first would have been beyond memorable was more than offended and certainly buoyed by the wine. “I was never a horse that needed breaking in. You really are blunt to the point of rudeness and the fact that you want to sleep with me doesn’t give you the right to say those things, James.”

  He stared at her intently. “Jim, please.” His tone was flat, polite and courteous as if the issue in this conversation was her calling him James rather than Jim, then he waited until she conceded in a single word response.

  “Jim.”

  With a small curl of his lips and a nod he spoke again. “Sleep with you? Is that what you think I want to do?”

  He was egging her on, maybe even daring her. She couldn’t deny she was aroused by him and she didn’t know why, beyond the obvious physical attraction, of course. He was clever, articulate and funny, but he was also a tormentor and seemed to be slightly sexist, possibly even misogynistic, yet she knew she would not be leaving this room until she had slept with him. That much was obvious, even to her. She thought of her time with Jake and then Gerry, her beloved Gerry, who she still really missed. Then she remembered that he wasn’t hers to miss, not anymore. He was Kara’s. They had missed their chance and she had to move on. She was ready to move on. Even for just the weekend and possibly at the expense of some professional integrity because right now she had no thoughts beyond her desire and libido.

  “No. I don’t believe you want to sleep with me. I believe you want to ‘screw’ me.” She emphasised the word screw through almost gritted teeth.

  “Oh dear. I did warn you, Natasha. Put your shoes on.”

  He escorted her to her shoes where on wobbly feet she obliged then he took he
r elbow and in the same way he’d escorted her in, he led her towards the door.

  Shit! She’d read this all wrong. He was throwing her out for saying screw, or because she’d disobeyed him or was it because she’d declined his offer to make her a star. She didn’t want to leave. She wanted him. Wanted him more than she’d ever wanted anyone. How was that possible? She’d only known him for a few hours and wasn’t entirely sure she actually liked the man he was.

  Chapter 2

  As they reached the door he stopped. “I did warn you about your mouth, didn’t I?”

  She nodded. He stared down at her and Tasha actually thought he genuinely disapproved, but was it enough to eject her from his room?

  “But you decided that you and your smart mouth knew best, didn’t you?”

  She nodded again and although she felt like she was being told off like a naughty schoolgirl, she was finding it all very hot with his holier than though attitude and objectionable expression while she yielded to his power and authority. Her green eyes flitted down, playing the guilty as charged young and innocent lady to perfection. Not that any of her thoughts were in any way innocent. He wasn’t going to throw her out, she could see that there was far more going on here than simple disapproval of her choice of language and she intended to enjoy every second of it.

  “I think I need to do something about that smart mouth of yours.” He still stared down at her.

  She nodded, again.

  “I think you owe me an apology, Natasha.” His use of her full name only added to the intensity of the moment along with his dark, but sparkling eyes.

  He was as turned on by this as she was and clearly knew how to play his part.

  Swallowing hard, her breasts began to heave and her nipples hardened, something his skimming gaze seemed to be aware of.

  “Well?” He moved closer until his hips were pressed against her belly proving he was most definitely turned on, she could feel that.

  “Sorry.”

  His hand lifted up the skirt of her dress.